Vesuvius (Metalcore) - Dear d**h, lyrics

Dear d**h How have you been? It's been awhile since I've felt your warmth envelope my skin Sometimes I hear your whisper echo between my sheets Or let your poems whisk me off to sleep Do you miss me? The scent of smoke drifting from my clothes Like a perfume that you loathe But cherish when you're alone And I can't say the same Your grasp once swallowed me whole but I'm okay Now I'm okay Dear d**h I hear your knuckles graze my door The winter months have reached their crux I'm sure you long for warmth But the corners of my conscious suffer to let me know That if you lay a minute in my bed it'll be so hard to see you go Did you love me? I swear I never meant to do you wrong You saw right through me all along And even if your body felt like home And your essence is in all I am and all I know Maybe I'm just better off alone And how am I supposed to sleep at night? Knowing that your ghost is waiting for me on the other side? And I will keep my head above the surface until your rivers run dry These brittle bones harness the strength to fight You may consume every piece of me Just leave me be And when you turn your back on me And tell me I'll die alone I feel everything you've taken In the marrow of my bones What if I never loved you? What was I to say If you sacrifice what is most dear to me As a plea for me to stay? And I'm sorry that it must end this way But now I'm okay