This really feels real to me and I'm fed up with doing pointless things. I don't understand why I should do what they do and what everybody does. In a world where everyone's asleep, I want to wake up and be in their dreams. I guess I've said this before but I can take it no more. It's nothing I can ignore, it's what I'm doing this for. This is not a game we play. They want us to reproduce and obey. I'm not a gambler and that's something I'll never be. I hear everybody is but it's gambling without the risks. Why am I scared to start my own family? I guess I've said this before but I can take it no more. It's nothing I can ignore, it's what I'm doing this for. I guess what it comes down to is, pack your bags and try your best to get away. I guess I've said this before but I can take it no more. It's nothing I can ignore, it's what I'm doing this for.