VerifyEternal - Road Less Traveled lyrics

[Verse 1] This is my life This is what's real I know that y'all wanna know how I feel Feelin the scars, the cuts, the bruises And knowin there's not enough air in my lungs for me to move on I've been tryna get in touch with above, something I've loved But only recently have stop tryin because Maybe it's my fresh start Maybe I'm finally out of the dark I've had enough of you piercin my heart I'm pickin your brain you tear me apart I am no longer stuck in my room I am comin out of my shell I am back in the light I've dealt with your sh** for too long now shut the f** I'm done being nice I'm scared and I'm nervous I'm tryna be perfect Y'all treat me like sh** And don't think that I'm worth it Treat me like I ain't human I ain't equal You know that I don't deserve it I regret everything since I've left The girl that I love and fillin her life up with stress Give me a chance I've grown, I've learned, matured You know I would give it my best Now all I do is reminisce Now tell me what you want cause you won't accept this My letter of consideration My hearts achin Give me morhpine for the pain that I'm takin My minds takin over my life, it ain't right they keep comin All tellin me I should quit f**, but I ain't done with this sh** cause Remember that day that you told me to give my all And that you would be there if I fall Well tell me where you at now I ain't comin back now I know I should've told you how I felt When we sat down I'm feelin confused and I'll lose my mind in due time as long as I'm writing Knowin I'm fighting his war on my own but just know for a fact that I won't stop fighting Cause this has been my whole life Knowing I picked up the mic and put down the sharp knife Ones that are helpin me strife are the ones that stop me from cuttin the wrist I have sliced Same ones that helpin me flow Cause they always know Exactly what way I should go I know I left y'all behind But packed these memories that will will always be stuck in my mind Maybe I can go back [Verse 2] f** if I wanna go back See I left my past for a reason I just packed my bags and gave my life a new meanin Moved to a place where there's only two seasons I know I took off without sayin I'm leavin But I was just locked in my room Grievin over some bullsh** that just happen to soon Some of my friends turned to ghosts And I was reminiscing and why I had kept them so close Like what the f** they did to me Or what I did to them Tell me what the f** did I do And the f** did I choose To just make me lose The control of my body I was so close to beatin depression then you just decided to rob me How is that fair For you to bring someone into my life And then just no longer care And take em away I'm goin astray I'm going off paths That you made me to stay See this is the Road Less Traveled See, I didn't want my heart placed on a raffle I didn't want my life dragged right through gravel I'm hopin that this song will help me unravel The truth about all of my feelins Wonder if music is k**in or it's really healin Me and all of my wounds What do I see will I be home soon Cause I'm feelin lost I feel the exhaust I feel like I'll never be wanted no matter the cost I feel like I'll never be found and I'll drown in the past Tryna make my moments last See I don't give a f** if I make it Go ahead and take it Cause you can't be me less you fake it But right now I feel so tall I know I won't fall I know I can give it my all [Verse 3] But now, I feel great I feel like I got it off of my chest and now there's no weight I feel like there's no need for my armor plate And I think that I'm finally in a perfect mind state That I can tell you all of the feelins All of the feelins I got when I looked in your eyes I know that you're up in the sky I know that you saw me as a friend and that's no big surprise I knew you were goin through sh** I knew that you wanted to quit and you just couldn't handle it I love how you would stand tall and give it your all Even if in the end you would fall I love how your eyes were blue Cause that was the one thing that I knew that I could look into And I love how your hair would just flow in the wind f** God tell me why it had to end Cause I don't understand I don't understand why people just like to say that they can't I don't understand why people keep tellin me that I need to live my life with a plan And I don't understand why people keep thinkin that life is too hard for me and I won't survive And I definitely don't understand why I'm goin through all of this sh** but yet, I'm still alive But see I still rise I know what it feels like to give up inside I know what it feels to give up your pride When you're at the top yet you still wanna commit suicide I know what it feels like to hide I know what it feels like to die I know what it feels like to give it your all when you reach the end yet you still fall So now tell what do you see Me, I still rise I know what it feels like to give up inside I know what it feels like to give up your pride When you're at the top yet you wanna commit suicide I know what it feels like to hide I know what it feel like to die I know what it feels like to give it your all when you reach the end yet you still fall So please tell me who's takin the Road Less… Traveled