Verdugo - If I was gone lyrics

[Verse 1: Verdugo] My pen's ink is flowing like a river It'll hit you and give you a splinter You better watch out, Misses and Mister My raps are so cold they'll give you shivers Soon as you hit play and listen to me Do I really look weird and cartoony? So go get your radio and tune in to me Yeah I might be a bit loony Up there in my brain and my cranium Lemme play my raps at a stadium Through the night with the help of Shady and Dre. I'm cold like a Transylvanian s**ing your blood in the night through a straw Mess with the bear and you will get the claw Or you'll have to bear witness to his jaw That is guaranteed to make your hearts fall Down to your stomach. As your heart plummets They go on and sound the horns and trumpets That're so loud you will hear them thumpin' And they'll inspire you to do somethin' "So I welcome you to the Crazy Train!" I could've made a better recording Instead of just sounding boring and lame Why'd I think that could be my shot at fame? I dunno but have I lost my vision Cause I can no longer see my mission And every night I sit up just wishin' That life would be easier than fishin' I am here one day and I'm gone the next Is it cause of a cardiac arrest? Or is it cause I got shot in my chest? I hope I'm not another rapper dead [Chorus: Marka] Tell me if I, died today would you be here tomorrow And if I, didn't make it back home where would your hearts go Would you stay, would you go, when I'm gone If I, tell me if I, ooh if I was gone [Verse 2: Verdugo] The sand is rushing through the hourgla** I am feeling like the last hour past Has been wasted to put me in a cast That's making me look like a dumb a** Why did I jump from the top of that cliff? Now my body is feeling numb and stiff My vision's going dark, my thoughts adrift I'm sailing these crazy thoughts in a ship Made of gla** that's going to soon shatter At the end will my life really matter As the gla** cracks and my body splatters? Alive? Dead? Will I soon be the latter? I dunno but I'm hoping it won't Come to a choice that difficult When I lay in bed I awake to a jolt And in front of me is a ray of hope What I'm seeing is my way to escape This dreaded place, and my thoughts and my pain And I can forget about everything Now I'm given a chance to leave this place! [Chorus: Marka] Tell me if I, died today would you be here tomorrow And if I, didn't make it back home where would your hearts go Would you stay, would you go, when I'm gone If I, tell me if I, ooh if I was gone [Verse 3: Verdugo] I forget 'bout my mistakes as I leave So I won't be as judged as Charlie Sheen I'm tryna keep my head sharp and keen I pack my bags and I leave in the eve And I don't intend to ever return These past few months have been a lesson learned And the respect I've got is something earned If you don't believe me you can just burn When the time finally comes when I'm gone Just know that rap is all I have got And If I'm to die because I got shot Shoot up my k**er like they did to 'Pac [Verse 4: Verdugo] So when I am gone I don't want no tears Just be happy for the rest of your years Don't drown yourself in a couple of beers So come on, go on and wipe up them tears Whether I disappear from rap or life Because the reaper took my life Just [Chorus x2: Marka] Tell me if I, died today would you be here tomorrow And if I, didn't make it back home where would your hearts go Would you stay, would you go, when I'm gone If I, tell me if I, ooh if I was gone