Verdugo - Help Yourself lyrics

[Verse 1 - sung] I can not see anything anymore Everything I see is gray and a bore For a second I saw a ray of light A second that was seven months of time After the sun stopped shining I went blind And fought the sun through the midst of the night I drown myself in the ink of my pen In hopes that one of these days I'll forget The past and I won't be a nervous wreck So I sit back and write a ton of raps When I'm done recording I get laughed at Friends and family all tell me to turn back While I still can 'fore my life turns to crap [Chorus - sung/rapped pattern] Is there someone who feels how I feel? No so go cut yourself with that sharp steel I am hearing voices in my head Take a bullet to the head, they'll drop dead My life is colder than zero Kelvin So what? You are smart and look like Sheldon Can anybody help me? I need help You're the only one who can help yourself [Verse 2 - rapped] Yeah, you no longer see light the same way Soon the puzzle pieces will fall to place And life's gonna get better after that At least it didn't end with getting slapped! It all ended with some words on a pad She took the pen, you got mentally stabbed But look, at least you had seen it coming Look, at least you finally had something So what if you get laughed at for rapping? At least something is finally happ'ning Where you are getting is closer to success All thanks to a brain, Twitter and some pens [Chorus - sung/rapped pattern] Is there someone who feels how I feel? No so go cut yourself with that sharp steel I am hearing voices in my head Take a bullet to the head, they'll drop dead My life is colder than zero Kelvin So what? You are smart and look like Sheldon Can anybody help me? I need help You're the only one who can help yourself