Venetian Snares - Kétsarkú mozgalom lyrics

I used to understand happy, i know that i used to be happy, i was really happy I'm unhappy now and i can't remember what it's like to be happy, i only remember...i don't remember... I remember being happy only in comparison to not being happy,which is what i am now. I remember being happy here I remember being ... (I survived, all these years.)