VELVETEARS - I Remember lyrics

Ya I remember being 13 Knife to my wrist And a list of broken dreams Look at me now man Now I f**in gleam But I still can't forget about all those f**in things Ya I remember being 15 Snortin all em pills Didn't know a damn thing Gettin kicked outta schools Hitting licks thinkin it was cool I'm a lame for the goon that I grew into Ya I remember being 17 Syringes on the table Round a grimy a** scene Rigs in my veins til I f**in od'd I was tryna die I was just tryna bleed Go ahead and judge me Go ahead don't love me I don't feel regret Nah, I just feel pain Suffocating memories flooding out my brain And I ain't ashamed I ain't ashamed Don't ask me my name I'm f**in insane But I ain't ashamed No I ain't ashamed I ain't ashamed Cause this sh** made me who I am This sh** made me who I am