Velvet Acid Christ - Asphixia (Wasted) lyrics

"Shouting to the heavens or to anyone who will listen that the fix is in, that the sky is falling and when it hits it's gonna be the sh**-storm of all time." We shot the sky 40 times And disappeared in freezing vapor I could have been the parasite Chewing holes in this life You so cheaply pa**ed on Not so convenient to stand on Crumbling cities or rejected Water that you spit out As sores begin to set in Infected, rejected, neglected ejected Infected, injected, rejected, neglected Hold your breath, hold your breath Breathe Slowly the air You burnt out For your money Twisted faces Bent ghosts that Tried to warn you Of your behavior Sickened with disease Waste, waste, waste Waste, wasted, wasted So wasted, so wasted So wasted, so wasted So wasted, so wasted So wasted, so wasted Burned alive, taught to k** Burned alive, taught to k** Lost the will to live I've lost the will to live Simply lost the will to live I've lost my will to live "I myself, as many people well know, had basically embroiled myself into the dirty version of myself, I had taken the small amount of decay I did have, and I just built it, I let it grow: I wanted to become fully decayed in mind, soul, body, everything, I wanted to be darkness." Infected, rejected, injected ejected Hold your breath, hold your breath Just hold your breath.. Lying down, fornicate Reaching this retarded state On some lost thought that Ripped at my heart Ripping out forever "- It was like my whole world was gone. I had to start all over - You think you're going to Hell? If I would have to answer that truthfully, yes. I have always believed that. My mind was on only one mode, and that was to k**. So, I went forth to attack her and she through a scolding hot cup of coffee on me, uh which only increased my instincts, if you will, at which point in time, like I said, between thirty and sixty seconds I took her life. I believe it was five blows I took, trying to plunge the crow-bar into his heart."