Vehemence - No One Wins lyrics

The walls cave in on me, this life that you call mine You smile say you love me, I want to smash your face My torment, my prison, why must life be this way I close my eyes to see my mental d**h of you My tears spill from the corner of my eye Stumbling upon the realization No one wins Rejection, ostracized, become to numb to love They say that they're you friend, you wanted so much more Companion, a lover, you wont let me love you Raising my fists in rage, I curse gods high and low My tears spill from the corner of my eye Stumbling upon the realization No one wins I feel the oppression of this life that's inflicted upon me You scoff at misery that I collapse under the sheer force of Your complete ignorance has me screaming rage and hatred for you You are an imbecile and it is for that fact that you must die How can you deceive yourself with lies Why must you say f**ing blatant non-truths Admit it if you must hate me And then we won't pretend to be friends Tidal waves of anger cascade into rivulets Of thought that I must learn to get under control I must think, organize, and come to terms with this No matter how hard I try I won't win My tears spill from the corner of my eye Stumbling upon the realization No one wins