I had thought a lot Bout the other ways out that I could have taken to figure you out And I apologize to nobody now cause I am unshaken It hurts me bad, you'll never know And that's my gift to you alone I might be sad, but I'm alive And unlike you I can survive So I made it my job to help you unlock your keys to the good life without me around Taxing road for me Summer in your hair and you are gorgeous I see no disguise You tell me everything that makes you you Now I'm giving you All of my brain strength to sort yourself out Keep myself grey, in the background I cannot look at you So I won't til I can tell we both like you And not just me sitting here thinking about How I thought a lot Bout the other ways out that I could have taken to figure you out And I apologize to nobody now cause I am unshaken It hurts me bad, you'll never know And that's my gift to you alone I might be sad, but I'm alive And unlike you I can survive So I made it my job to help you unlock your keys to the good life without me around Taxing road for me Gotta remember the bad stuff so I don't see The whole thing through pink coloured lenses Cause I tend to believe it was better, forget And let down my defence But I am tough, don't mistake me For the type who'll pa** up a lessonFor ease of the unwise and unwilling To stick it through the worst of times And how sublime would that be I had thought a lot Bout the other ways out that I could have taken to figure you out And I apologize to nobody now cause I am unshaken It hurts me bad, you'll never know And that's my gift to you alone I might be sad, but I'm alive And unlike you I can survive So I made it my job to help you unlock your keys to the good life without me around Taxing road for me Listen little girl To the reaction of your broken heart It made you strong and mad Put it in a song Try to replace him with a fading thought And pretend to talk to your dad