Various Artists - The Calendar, The Energy (If This Is You Then Woe Is Me) lyrics

I'm looking at a photograph of Heaven And the personnel they let in Expose the souls They're not afraid to show I'll an*lyze the world and all its people Concluding everyone is evil And I more so than anyone I know I have my faults But I'd so much rather looks at yours And pretend I have none at all But who am I kidding anyway? I won't give you the satisfaction Of seeing me when I'm like this 'Cause honestly you wouldn't like this So close your eyes and watch me hide I won't give you the satisfaction Of seeing me broken and bleeding A life that is barely still breathing So close your eyes and watch me hide Watch me hide So I'll wander off where no one else can find me And the silence will remind me That this is more sobering than I thought I could hold on To that old familiar lie that is Pretending nothing's wrong But who am I kidding anyway? And I thought it'd be okay In a sense to not do anything But sometimes as you grow smarter Your heart grows harder The stupid things that those around us do Often make us angry and teach us not to follow suit But just make sure your heart stays full Not emptied out and cynical Lately yourself is someone you can't be I say if this is you then woe is me