Various Artists - Faking My Own Suicide (Demo) lyrics

So I've made up my mind I will pretend to leave this world behind And in the end you'll know I've lied To get your attention I'm faking my own suicide I'm faking my own suicide Because I know you love me You just haven't realized I'm faking my own suicide They'll hold a double funeral Because a part of you will die along with me It's kinda sweet I wish you thought that I was dead So rather than me, you'd be depressed instead And before arriving at my grave You come to the conclusion You'd loved me all your days But it's too late Too late for you to say Because I'm faking my own suicide Because I know you love me You just haven't realized Oh, I'm faking my own suicide Because a part of you will die along with me I'll write you a letter that you'll keep Reminding you your love for me Is more than six feet deep You'll say aloud that you would have been my wife Right about that time is when I come back to life And let you know I'd let you know That all along I was faking my own suicide Because I know you loved me You just never realized I was faking my own suicide And I'll walk in that room And see your eyes open so wide Open so wide Because you know Because you know You will never leave my side Until the day that I die for the first time And we'll laugh, yeah, we'll laugh And we will cry So overjoyed at our love that's so alive Our love is so alive