Various Artists - Before I Die lyrics

(Exhales) Lord knows(lord knows), lord knows, only he knows So many n***as say they true to you Coward b**hes, these n***as don't give a f** about chu' I know that,hmm,(really they'll tell ya though) But before I go Oh yeah cause I'm gon' go No doubt I'mma make this whole f**in' world feel me ,east, west, north, everybody, south I don't give a f** where,(if youdon't feel me) In the pen, f** that you will feel me You motherf**ers don't feel me I'mma make you feel me Yo' kids feel me, yo grandkids feel me, yo momma Yo daddy, you gon' remember me motherf**er All the way through history motherf**er All the way through Verse 1: I'm standing on this corner giving a f** about one-time Got this serve on my mind ready to get my pay on this f**in' grind I'm ready to let that bang go Just in case some fool let his nine go Cause I ain't living like no f**ing ho' I'mma split cho' wig and dance in your guts b**h And leave my named tattooed on yo f**in' nuts I gives a f**, cause my momma rent is two months behind And if she miss anotha' month, her sh** is back on the grind And in my life sh** gets no better Never ever, just today received anotha' sorry a** letter My lil' girl needs a new pair of tennis shoes Cause tomorrow is my baby's first day of school And when it comes to my baby girl I gives a f** about you b**hes in this sorry a** world So if you got it then I want it If you flaunt it i'mma take it I gives a f** if you never ever make it b**h Before I die i'mma close my eyes and let em' fly If selling dope is the way I die then let me die Before I die i'mma close my eyes and let em' fly If bangin' b**hes is the way I die then let me die Before I die i'mma close my eyes and let em' fly If jackin' b**hes is the way I die then let me die Before I die n***a Before i die i'mma sho'nuff put my fingers on the trigger Verse 2: I'm sittin' in the church pew Reminiscing the pain I put my momma through I'm thinking about the life I live And all the pain I use to give I guess I'm giving back what the lord gave me When he took my daddy and my grandmother from me Sent my daddy to dem' crossroads Made em' sell his soul Left his body cold And left my momma eyes swole ]From cryin', watching her baby grow In the same world that got her man dying Thats why when I make it home my momma kiss me on my jaw Cause in my momma eyes I'm still a lil' baby star But to these fools in dem' streets I'm runnin' close to dem' bloody sheets My relatives speak to me, smile in my face But they don't like me, at times I wanna' bang em' But if I do you know I'm just like the rest of em' So I turn my back and leave em' be Get back to dealin' with all this pain and misery inside of me Before I die i'mma close my eyes and let em' fly If jackin' b**hes is the way I die then let me die Before I die n***a Before i die i'mma sho'nuff put my fingers on the trigger