Vanna - Year of the Rat lyrics

22 and I'm losing heart Self defeat becomes my art Deconstruct, decompose Alive not living and so it goes I'm alone, I'm alone A broken boy left on his own I'm alone, I'm alone I'm the only one left in my home This is the year that I die How many times have I said goodbye Farewell to my former life Eyes closed hold tight Look to the light, x2 How many times have I said goodbye Farewell to my former life Eyes closed hold tight Look to the light, x2 I'm ready to die Black nights and lowest lows And so it goes, and so it goes Black nights and lowest lows And so it goes 27 and I'm feeling right Cleared out the skulls and bones from my life Dead to myself reborn who knows A man proud of where he goes You have to breathe to be alive You have to suffer to survive x2 This is the year that I die How many times have I said goodbye Farewell to my former life Eyes closed hold tight Look to the light, x2 How many times have I said goodbye Farewell to my former life Eyes closed hold tight Look to the light, look to the light I'm ready to die You have to breathe to be alive. x4 Crawl out, crawl out of your grave Stand to your feet amazed You've made it, you're here No ground, no dirt, no fear Let the light become your own Don't let the grave be your home.