Vanguart - Contrary's Theory lyrics

I don't believe in justice Just believe in the sun and in you When I said I was very tired Someone said life's beautiful But life showed me the contrary Yeah, life showed me its darkest side Made me hate all I should love Painted my eyes in a colour I dislike I remember the days I won I thought they were poor days But now I know, I sadly know How, how good they were 'cause everything's going wrong I can't even play with my head And it seems the more I live The less I forget the past Words of freedom Cleaning all but me They won't find me here Yellow hair Hope you can hear me You'd take me from this fear And this pain I hate this word Pain I hate this word Pain I hate this word Pain I hate this word