V.I.P.N - Last Stand--Explanation lyrics

Last Stand--Explanation--Lyrics d**h is waiting at my door, wishing it could get in Well it ain't no more, cause it already got in I am hiding in the basement, locked up in my room But I know that d**h will come and annihilate me very soon I already drank the poison, it is slowly seeping in Filling up all of my bones, my spirit sleeping in All defenses are on low, cause he already got his wish He almost has me ready for an appetizing dish I have tried to fight before, but it's all to no avail My hands are tied behind my back so I cannot lift the veil My eyes are blinded to the light, all I notice is the dark And the prince of all evil is just looking at his watch I know that my time is soon, for my soul to lose it all I already have lost it,I don't have no control I have failed my mission, I just cannot think straight And now I'm too weak to carry my own bones to get away [Break] I cannot flee, I cannot fight, so where does that leave me I don't know, but I do know that I just have to freeze Even if I had an option, my fear would hold me down I cannot live like this, but I know I cannot die For to die with all this evil would mean hell and nothing else To die like this would not be life, it'd be d**h, I surmise I don't how all it works, but I know that I am dead I'm not even sure I even got up out of bed I wish that this was a dream, but no it would be a nightmare I cannot bow down, give up, can't submit to the prince of air I keep falling in a pit, I don't get how I'm still falling There must be an end to this, there must be a Game Over Well, I guess that there is, or at least there is for me It is hard to fight a fight when you can barely see It was hard enough when I still had something to believe But when I am blind, there is no way I can be free I have cried for help before, and now it may be too late The virus has already got a grip on my mental state I don't know what to say, much less what to think I don't trust myself, cause I don't know who is my king [Break] x4 I have lost, or at least it feels like it I honestly do not know what is gonna be the end of me I don't even know how to make it through today, much less tomorrow, much less my life I am dying Sure I may live physically, and that's not even a guarantee. But I am dying spiritually. My soul is in agony. It screams... Let me go (x8) [x2]