UT Kirin - Rabbit Hole lyrics

Hey distractions, let me prove I'm right She's in Peru til June She's in my head most nights Hey there summer trysts, let me decide If I'm okay with letting go If I'm not willing to arrive At the eventuality that in this universe it never was to be This snow-covered side of paradise from my high school daydreams Where I would hurry through the night to crowded libraries Where you had retroactively built yourself into the scene And there are noons I will spend in Katy Pretending that I have a Mexican family And there are midnights that I will spend in Montrose Drunk and wishing you were drunk and there with me But for the time being it's past a hundred every day You know this Texas heat gets everyone in different ways I will retreat from coed meets in all varieties And write a book about a girl I knew when I was sixteen I hear you sobbing in the hallway but tonight I cannot save you Tomorrow it will be me and I will beg and plead you to I hear you crying in my bed but tonight I cannot save you Tomorrow it will be me and I will try to drag you Down into the rabbit hole of theories that I made for us