Useless Beauty - Agnes lyrics

why does her voice sound so sad after all these fervent prayers why is the darkness all she can find after all these years helping poor maybe being a saint doesn't mean you'll be happy maybe being a son doesn't mean you're the one when the sacrifice doesn't pay off the time is stuck running in circles on a broken wheel maybe I'm going in the wrong direction hiding what I really want as I can maybe you don't mean to say what you really mean if you ever hope to be understood at all but you are the only one who can dump cold water and make my bones soak see what you can do if you crush me flat I will not scream you are the only one who can scrape my nerves and make me sane see what you can do if you tear me apart somehow I will be whole