USCB Allstars - She's A Drug lyrics

This is just the way the mind works Always seem to make the bad worse Memories all stuck in reverse Nothing's good enough for the curse And you might think that I would learn from my mistakes And you might think that I won't hurt myself again She's a drug - A habit I can't kick A gift she was born with The first and last thing on my mind And there's no way I can afford her I simply adore her The first and last thing on my mind This is just the way it will be To make a change is not up to me Instead of us - you chose to be free And still you don't seem all that happy But it's not easy just to start over again And it's not easy just to put a lid on pain She's a drug - A habit I can't kick A gift she was born with The first and last thing on my mind And there's no way I can afford her I simply adore her The first and last thing on my mind (But it's time) To put my hands across my face To close my eyes and walk this maze To fall into this f**ing haze - forever So let me go I'm not afraid I'll face this one all by myself It's nog as bad as if we'd stay - together