Unknxwn - Bitter lyrics

I don't know how to feel at all No emotions, I killed em all I don’t wanna go back to where I dread I don't like some of the things that I said I'm not a bad guy but I’ve done some bad things Build it so high Turn it into nothing I don't understand, I don't like where I am In this room all alone, I'm just staring at my phone And I really wanna call but you do not care at all so why would I? Why would I? Why should I? How could I? How could I? How could I? Love her so much when she don't give a fu*k at all I fall again, building up a wall again I know it's not right but I don't like these times Where I lay in bed all night and cry about my fu*ked up life I don't get this and I don’t want to I’m so afflicted, why do I want you?