Under The Flood - Holding On lyrics

Oh I'm so close to giving up While I am staring at the ceiling Cause it's too much I've had enough And I don't think I'm strong enough To survive this fear, I hope I disappear Cause we're lost in this empty place When all we wanna do is walk away Caught in an endless race Searching for saving grace And everytime you call out don't look down Cause there's hope and I want you to know You're better than it all so hold on Cause you don't have to fall All alone I pace the shadows Can I face another minute of this life So many things that I wanna be So many dreams that I wanna see So desperately, to save me from the neverending [Chorus] It's so hard to see the strength in me I wonder am I breathing? I'm beggin please don't give up on me My heart's still beating alone But I'm still bleeding, don't let go of me [Chorus] Oh I'm so close to giving up but I, I can't let this fall