U-god - Drugs lyrics

[U-God] I don't know where to begin, or where to start All I know is I broke my mother heart It started way back with a little weed Then it grew into acid, coke and speed I became that monster with a need to feed Was it greed? No, I just needed to freeze Then I dibbled in this, then I dabbled in that Then the next thing you know, I was exposed to crack And I guess curiosity k**ed the cat And the way that it look, ain't no turning back And I used to have the hook up, g'sll splurge Now, I just cook up to feed my herbs Now, people just look up, like he's the third Cuz he walk around town like he's a bird Instead of money it was d** that he prefered Say no to the substance, heed my words [Chorus 2X: U-God] I don't love the d**, d** love me It's the coke, and the weed, and the ecstasy It's a terrible disease, that go down down deep And all day long it be calling me [U-God] My father, he had dope fiend arms Lord, thank you Jesus, thank you Jesus for moms Damn, I did her wrong, not a pot to piss in And the, TV's missing, couldn't stop the addiction Damn, that cause friction, I broke the trust Huh, how could I tell her that I smoked it up And I smoked the red dust, to fight the demons And I need a head rush, cuz tonight I'm fiending Not for the nicotine, the pipe I'm screaming And the monkey on my back, can't fight the feeling And I did a robbery, I broke the clip And I caught a lottery ticket and smoked the dip Life f**ed up, n***a, I choked my b**h Police tried to cuff me and I broke the stick I'm as low as I can get, low as I can get, n***a Low, low, need another hit, n***a [Chorus 2X] [U-God] I love getting high, throwing dick to dames Lived life to the fullest like my name Rick James I don't know what's more addictive, the chicks, the fame Damn, I done shamed my family name One foot in the rain, one foot in the flame Ugh, rich or poor, whatever you call it I'm a cigarette smoker, two sips from alcoholic Got to change my ways, flush d** down the toilet [Chorus 2X]