Tyler Thomas - Saab Story lyrics

So I've been talking to myself often How do I tell another without being awkward? I know a lot of people do it, it's probably popular As long as I don't answer back then I ain't got a problem And I ain't gotta water down the way I'm feeling I gotta tell the ugly the beauty is when they feel it Having conversations they asking me how I'm feeling Like they handed me the fountain of youth and told me to k** it I know, a lot of things been different and strange Real life ain't what you seeing, totally different thangs Every n***a wanna lie about the size of they budget But I show them I ain't got nothing when I hop in that bucket From the pa**enger side, grabbing on the a** that ain't mine She belong to a long list of women that's lost The ones that will find the gesture paying all what it cost And that depends on what he makes it, she won't make it at all But it's crazy how she wanna be right here with me and the pockets And miss the doctor a proper probably light years Maybe you's a p**y to fight fairs And added the time this is a urgency Use the keep on the lights year Middle finger up to these lames n***as You n***as is scared to do something different So every n***a the same n***a Know how I feel that fame n***a now everybody wanna call you a bro b**hes don't act the same with you All cheering emoters b**hes needing the quoting If you was down I don't know why I gotta cut you to blow up Peace at my shows is something my n***as thought That we make a show, you feeling like family when you show up Lights get dimmer depressed every September Remind me of the stories I heard that will make me shiver When my mama's losing weight and sh** Daddy's working late and sh** My brother looking at the incubator, cut away from it Still have my back in the morning, happy to see me doing things I can show to my kids when they think that I'm corny And I ain't never asked for no help or no for one And I can feel them grilling, but my ideas will do it for me Can never make it rain, but my brain do the storming No matter where I go man, I promise to keep you informed 'Cause I've always been about giving something that's more than music Tryina give you lessons I've learned so you can use them, okay Saab story, this is my saab story In the 95' f**ing, ducking, switching 4 lanes Top down screaming man I hope the sh** change Man I hope the sh** change I was only 18 Saab story Yo, think we gotta pack some hoes inside the bucket We never been materialistic, we said f** it Only problem is the 95' a little busted So I don't know if we can trust it It's cool, I can tell who been down from the start I wonder who was down for no, who was down for the art Like the n***as see the gold they be playing they part You wasn't down for the canvas, you ain't see the art Yeah, pops hating ‘cause I missed the registration And one day if you trip on all the dollars he wasted Lately he supported despite of all the aggravation From the fact that I decided to skip on the education And I could be a loser if I don't get it, I guess it's just the only thing between being great in a black statistic Telling me they images and how ideals and specifics But I know it in the back of their mind they want something different And I ain't never try to glorify what I'm pursuing It's a lonely a** road if you try to do what I'm doing I know I got the pieces, the people that put the glue in it I never have to say you better not forget me when you do it They don't never try to tell me to forget them when I ruined Everything inside my life that was stable and still can ruin When they come around they be asking to hear the new sh** And smile on they face 'cause they love to see the improvement All I'm asking for in this life is to see the lights To be completely sober but feel as high as a kite To live inside the moment but recollect on the past If I'll try to take a picture it will be gone in a flash Keeping it 100 so I can look in the mirror Wonder what my future hold and I'm hoping more than Sierra k**ing every rapper, I'm young and I'm getting started Sending peace to the dearly departed, the body party And I ain't even tryina be raining on no parades Ain't no hater man, that's just the propane that run in my veins So I've been saying sh** to get people about their seats So I can show them how I feel to stand for what they believe Boy I'm colder than a polar bear with no hair I couldn't see your point of view if I had 4 nares Uncle Keith pa**ed cried like 4 tears Love, trust, money and failure could be my 4 fears Luckily I'm facing everything now Got some people in my life that try to explain to me how Have some people in my life that try and bringing me down But you can never learn to move unless you run through the crowd And it's crazy I know, All my oldest friends having babies and so I be scared for my n***as but I keep it on low Praying when it's my time that my feet on the floor, ah! Saab story, this is my saab story In the 95' f**ing, ducking, switching 4 lanes Top down screaming man I hope the sh** change Man I hope the sh** change I was only 18 Saab story