Twista - How I Feel lyrics

[Verse 1: Twista] All they know about me is how many times they seen me high They don't really know what I be goin' through They don't really know about how many times I cry They don't know about the struggles and the pain They don't really know how many nights I been up But when I'm ready, I'mma open up When I'm ready, I'mma open up Somebody ask me, 'Twista, where you been?' I tell 'em, 'I don't know, cause the curtain was closed in the Benz' Too cold with the pen Comin' off the top I can flow from within Years in the game, I could study, get in Cause they can't figure out where do I fit in They don't want to know if I'm legendary or not They don't want to know if they want to give me the throne They don't really know if they gon' play my song It don't matter, I'm cold, so forever I'm on They don't want to say if I'm the fastest Even though I held the record for years and I do it with finesse They don't want to get me in a war Cause I'd rather him 'em with a fast flow than display my stress Well, here it go Am I the magnificent with a weird flow? That you don't want to give me the respect I deserve Cause I be comin' superb, I'm not your hero But I'm one of the coldest, b**h I said it before and by now everybody should know this sh** Don't want to have to load this clip I'm nearer to Starbucks, it's just to get you to hold my dick Cause I will Don't be the victim of a copster's steel And a motherf**er got k**ed Cause I'm a gifted cause I got good If I can't give it cause I got sk**, and I will spit it on a track Would make it so a go-getter could stack wheels Sorry if I offended you I just got to be real and tell you how I feel [Hook: 1Mic] Business never did sh** for me, remember that Grindin' all by myself, remember that Started from the bottom, now I'm here But they tryin' to hold me back Remember that? Yeah, I remember that [Verse 2: South] I'm surrounded by these demons and they drive me crazy They love to see you fail, I guess that's why they hate me Lately, I been stayin' away See, you wouldn't believe the bullsh**, but now it don't amaze me I grew up gettin' beat on, my world ain't got no heat on They ask me what I be on, but then find out that they need some That's why I did this new song, that's why I keep that two long Been in too deep for too long Those who doubted me and want my way gon' prove wrong [Verse 3: Johnny Maycash] Yeah, to anybody who doubted me And my whole damn team wrong Wake up in the mornin', this a theme song I'm gonna make a lot of money of this green (-) But I refuse to ever sell my damn soul Middle of the summer, but my flow's cold I want to meet up, but your b**h is for my old hoes All I need is a beat, I'm goin' loco Yeah, a lot of people tellin' me that I'm next to blow They can keep the fame, I just want the dough If I hear my family eat, then we good to go I got to stack this bread, then I'm out the door [Hook: 1Mic]