As I stare into this wall I Can't remember who I am why Tedium was left behind so Why is my peace so hard to (find) Nothing here I lost it all a long time ago Adulthood Where did my kid go? This hole in me Its hard to believe I will fly to my Lost frequency Watching myself not controlling Opposite of life I'm seeing Metaphor of humans being Living altered reality All my life I never had it in front of me Underneth (I'm) Letting myself go This hole in me Its hard to believe I will fly to my Lost frequency You won't say that you won't pity me I see you ask why can't it just die? You won't be that salvation Intentions darker than mine I know your only figmented The blame I push softens the blow Evolution, My eyes can't close As you burn.... This hole in me Its hard to believe I will fly to my Lost frequency