Turmoil - Fear Of Falling Down lyrics

fear of falling down once again I fall their best of intentions k**ed my desire their expectations exceeded mine I tried to appease them though I failed to make them see I never wanted what they wanted for me again again I tried to hide my soiled from the eyes of discipline again I failed to make them understand this was mine before they pryed the motivation from my grasp before they ba*tardized what I held to my heart I failed and they'll never know how they tainted me they're obligation k**ed my desire they're expectatiions extinguished the fire once again I tried once agin I failed