Tülpa - Home. lyrics

[Verse 1] Same old days Same old me sh** still bang Like it ain't no ting No king, but you said you love me like a prince But I dropped out, nothing ever been the same since Cause you hated my pa**ion You hated I asked for Extra cash but it never pa**ed So I dealt the hash and I dealt the pills Rode low with the homies for a mesh of thrills Bounced checks and bills, a little less to feel You told me, you ain't sh** son But now I'm feeling like a billion Been grinding since I was real young I hated the jobs Hated the bosses, I hated the hours Made my own and I found a way For those kind of days That we talked about, that I talked about Music flopped but I got around And I'm back on my sh** ain't college bound But I'm gonna make more than I would If I was in college now n I swear Thats on me n it's all me f** what you doubt man im gon' be, it's concrete Never let another motherf**er stop me, not co*ky But I contemplate what I got You can't lock me out of my zone You can't knock me off of my throne You can't block me from what I want Let me show you that I'm more than you think I'm more than stoner, do more than drink We've seen the worst n I've dealt the odds God I been through hell, where can you send me now [Hook] Say now What you gotta say now Tell me what you say now Tell me should I stay now Mama what you say now What you gotta say now Tell me do you care now Tell me should I stay now [Verse 2] I got that work up all in my pockets I got dirt inside of my lockets Ain't no love for a dealer Ain't no love for a dealer Ain't no love for a dealer What you feeling Got me filling in my mind These lies that I got it When I never had the time I ride for my conscience Cause I know I never tried For you For you And I know that you hate me Know that you hate me Everything we been through Molded the same me Molded the same me Need more than god just to save me Please don't hate me Please don't hate me Still strive to be golden Still ride wth my homies Same prize different motives Live n learn Can I try to be the old me I try to be the old me I try.. I'm stealing n I'm drinkin I'm smokin n I been cokin I'm liein n I been dealin Yes, I'm outta control You told me just to fix it I told you that you're a critic I know that you won't forget it But just know I'm coming home [Bridge] Tell me can I come home now? Tell me can I come home now? Tell me it's okay to come home now.. Tell me it's okay to come home now.. [Hook] Say now What you gotta say now Tell me what you say now Tell me should I stay now Mama what you say now What you gotta say now Tell me do you care now Tell me should I stay now