[Verse 1] When we first met you just offered up your soul And you saw depth where there was a black hole And what you saw Was more than I had ever dared to hope for [Chorus] I learned to want you by my side And I'd do without but I've forgotten how to try And maybe your harsh words are a crutch for me Sweet discontent and unease [Verse 2] And when you left there was nothing left to hold But I held on, I hold on I don't let go There's nothing more There's nothing I dare let myself hope for [Chorus] I learned to want you by my side I'd do without but I've forgotten how to try And what you call love is what crushes me Sweet discontent and unease [Chorus] I learned to want you by my side I'd do without but I've forgotten how to try And what you call love is what crushes me Sweet discontent and unease [Chorus] I learned to want you by my side I'd do without but I've forgotten how to try And what you call love is what crushes me Sweet discontent and unease