Tsu Surf - Not Forever lyrics

[Verse 1] Just hoping for the better, still indulging worse Got a deal and d**h waiting, wonder which coming first Been through some sh--, it's effed up, it make you wanna curse When God call, that's a one way, comfy hearse Dear Father, my homies be still bangin' I'm ripping, tripping and hanging Not bragging, wait I'm just saying Don't do much praying, not bragging again, just saying Along with survival comes slaying We animals speaking of preying It's be strong or become prey and That mean it's k** or be k**ed, I'm just saying You can picture my whole hood when you listen Can't pinpoint it but it's different And sometimes I hang with strangers to ensure I ain't different I mean it kinda make sense, yeah it kinda make sense if you listen If he never fell down how he know what's up? And even when you know everything you don't know enough [Hook] I start to think like, "Will I make it back home?" Then my mind start to roam For a minute like, "Where home really at?" Is it where I pay my bills? Wherever the f** I lay my heart? Take off my shoes, put my chain, lay my hat? X2 [Verse 2] Another bad turn, is this a lesson learned? I'm driving pointless, no maps and nobody pointing Subjected to slinging poison No judge, oh we grind whether selling sh** on rap Got homies trying to reach mils like it's levels to this trap We hit the gas, don't pay attention to speed That fine print line win and I clearly quote as I read you "He who want what he want must use what he need" If Heaven got a section for real I request to be… Hoodie on ‘cause the feds watching Finger up ‘cause they forever hating And they be swearing that they close But I lapped them all twice — that's the closest type of separation No more questions, no more answers, no more reasons Another day, another time, whole change of season Close the door, hit the light, turn off the phone Start to think like will I make it back home? [Hook]