[Intro] Yeah, yeah, yeah That's right I met you in the club I never felt that love Now we out involved It's like we're in love b**h better fill my cup If I'mma keep dealing with this sh** That you brought up Then I'mma need to get hammered 'fore I say some stuff (My mood changes my mood swinging I) [Verse 1] I hate you You hate me I love you You love me see? Why we always gotta do this It's because of me ain't it B I'm sorry three months Pa**ed pa**ed pa**ed by me Without you next to me b**hes hitting me up on the daily Hoes know I know they all crazy I want you baby not these fakies Since you left I just been smoking up Oh sh** yo I mean blowing up Rolling up to the club Homies saying "what's up?" Not much homie still f**ing nothing uh "So who you been f**ing huh?" nothing raw Except my rhymes cause I'm a star Like Charlie Sheen without the HIV I stay winning Like what's the deal I mean I'm rich But that don't mean I'm not sick When I'm ill spitting on the microphone Hardly ever coming home Cause I'm f**ing grown I do this on my f**ing own Constantly up in the night air Just searching for the right fare Like maybe found it right there That's not fair [Hook] x2 Well I'm stressed I came through to hook you up Heard you need a little help could I set you up Well I'm stressed Played the game now you know what's up Got hurt so you lost the trust Well I'm stressed Stayed the same when you needed a change must of Fell off went insane again I wanna Tell you something I need to say discuss it My mood changes my mood swinging I'm stressed [Verse 2] I apologized A thousand times For all my lies You realize You don't need me And now I sit and start to cry You're driving by But you don't plan on stopping by So I guess this is goodbye While I sit and wonder why By my side That's where I want you But you don't want to be by mine I told you that I'm sorry but you still cannot decide If you forgive me, if you hate me Wish I had have seen the signs But clearly I'm so blind I just wanna see the sky I just wanna up and die Maybe vanish go and hide I'm just tryna be polite But you won't ever let my try I just wanna love you why We always gotta f**ing fight This has been my whole damn life You're just like a some kind of wife I don't remember signing the contract where I'd lose my mind I only signed the one that made me lose my soul is that alright I'm gonna peace quite soon if you don't let me open my eyes Let me say goodbye [Bridge] I let my phone die But that's alright I ain't been on it all day or all night I don't have a reason oh my Have I lost my mind? Have I lost my mind? Where is my mind? I cannot find it I don't have the time I just wanna go back I just wanna rewind Have I lost my mind? Have I lost my mind? [Hook] x2 [Verse 3] Cause I'm depressed From all this stress I'm a mess nah I'm blessed Writing rhymes on my desk Instead of learning what's best Instead of writing my test f**ing thinking of Tryst What he do next Something from the east Or something from the west I just wanna know what's left What's sess in the projects Nobody knows best, nobody knows best My mind is racing like it's vroom vroom NASCAR My life is changing like it's onto a new chapter My girl is faking everything like she an actor I keep putting out these raps but it don't matter So I'm tryna spit it faster like Lucky I'm a rapper Switching up my style cause I been listening to chatter Saying that I'm sounding sadder What a disaster, what a disaster So I'm looking for the answer Can anybody f**ing help me yeah I think I'd f**ing rather Have some help, but all I ever get is laughter Cause I'm a cracker Climbing up this ladder Thinking I'll just ask her But I'd rather ask a pastor Yeah I don't know sh** But I do know this I got b**hes Slobbing on my dick For breakfast Like f** this [Hook] x2