True - Im Lost lyrics

Life ain't no rainbows and bu*terfly's I'm done with your sh** so buh-bye She f**s with me does her dirty deeds So why do I have to live with a b**h Who piles on nothing but complete bullsh** There is only so much I can tolerate Because eventually I will explode in your face I'm filling up the meter that I can barely take I need a break I got a stomach ache I need to take a step back To when I thought I shredded a track When I thought I wasn't whack Then it hit me I can do better than that Now I don't try in school I now know I'm a rhymin fool Now I'm caught writers block Your f*ggot a** can rot but that's not What I care about I started from scratch Easter Bunny? I'd kick his a** in a rematch Yea now I shredded a track Yea homie b**h I'm talking smack It's bad to see you and sad to see you try to fricken snap! What is this? I'm rappin fast Homie I could just kick your a** I stayed home sick you can't hear it, it goes by too quick It goes to the brain out from an insane Rapper he's crazy yea ask his brother You better start runnin You dont even know what the hell is comin You better start haulin for ya life Im scary I got a bu*ter knife I used for my breakfast I got left over omelette It's a 50/50 chance I could win or bomb it But if your really want I could f**ing rock it! I really want you dead might as well co*k it Dad my dream is be a rapper I want to rise up but all I got is a plastic ladder Brian thats impossible get bet to reality Now I got another b**h she is really f**in mad at me She pisses me off now I'm f**in angry Why do I care? She really mattered to me I'm studying a beat the dream actually happened to me Now all I live in is rhapsody Call him your hynace, call him your majesty Now he is the king of your galaxy Name one thing that doesn't get you stressed Everyday you anger has progressed If failures the police I'm resisting arrest Within the next few years god will pick off few Pray to god no more than two Thinking about it makes me blue I want to fulfill a dream, grow up in a scene It's crazy how people can be so mean They think it's payback Rewind the whole track, playback What can I say what can I do It took a year or two To get me to the point I got myself too Don't ruin it dude you dont know what I went through I rip apart every soul with the supplies I use Sometimes the eyes I use Maybe the guys I bruise I'm runnin out of rhymes It's difficult to spit sometimes I'm the one to complicate I wait till Friday, I procrastinate Because I dont got a date I dont want one, I said that for f**s sake