Trouble Over Tokyo - The Dark Below (Oh...My God) lyrics

I'm in denial I've been writing songs about others and I'll crumble I'll fall apart, I'll fall apart My heart stops, caught in a trance, just to get through, just one more day My head drops and cavern appears and though I'm scared of it It's my only escape.. Oh my god - if I don't throw All I've got - to the dark below Oh my god - will I never know How deep it goes? It's been a while since I kissed and felt true pleasure And I'd run a mile if I saw contentment in measures Oh is it true that all my songs are merely songs, and not stories? Written on pavements, written on the pavements And if it rains, they'll be washed away Never to be seen again, never to repeat refrains (Oh,) And if I leave - who is gonna care about me? Who's gonna look up to me? Who's gonna remember me? Oh my god - if I don't throw All I've got - to the dark below Oh my god - will I never know How deep it goes?