Trophy Scars - Trazodone lyrics

I eat my trazodone and go to bed Wake up in the morning with holes in my head My friend's a doctor He tells me I'm fine As long as I don't eat 'em all of the time There's a man In my dreams He's silhouetted by the dawn's soft gleam He lights a smoke He shows his teeth He tells me "Son, I'm the devil you feed." Here's the problem with the devil though I guess I just don't believe His eyes burn red and admits a grin He asks "Son, will you follow me?" Then the man's face starts to change All of a sudden he looks just like me Somehow I've seen this all before Exactly where I'm not so sure Or is it when? I couldn't say Time and space tend to disagree Then I wake From my sleep I floss the trazodone from my teeth I take a shower and I comb my hair I trim my beard then I look in the mirror And I almost can't believe my eyes My mouth opened wide, paralyzed in fear... Oh look at the martyr He burned himself alive out of sheer cold terror Some claim it was murder They saw the devil in his bed with his lover You all hate a martyr You hate the bed you're sleeping in and all its horror Her motive was murder Well, I'm the ghost that's haunting you forever and ever You're right my heart it was a desert You're right you're love was the drink I wouldn't take one goddamn sip so I could die or go to sleep No, no, no So she burned me like coal 'Cause k**ers like her, they don't never let you go I love the worst kind of criminals The kind that eat your heart The kind that steal your soul Oh look at the martyr He burned himself alive out of sheer cold terror Some claim it was murder They saw the devil in his bed with his lover You all hate a martyr You hate the bed you're sleeping in and all its horror Her motive was murder Well, I'm the ghost that's haunting you forever and ever Laying there with a ghost in my mouth Andy tells me to spit her out Oh Laur, I want to spit you out Laying there with the ghost in my mouth Andy tells me to spit her out Oh Laur... I want to spit her out Everything that you said to me All the words that you said to me Everything that you said to me was make believe Just make believe Everything that you said to me All the words that you said to me Everything that you said to me was make believe Just make believe