Trophy Eyes - Penfold State Forest lyrics

Staring at a blue lined page, Trying to find the answers in ink. What would I ever leave behind, If I was to die today? I'm strong enough to say, That I have plenty of regrets, And maybe I will never change, My whole life will be a waste. What did I do with the years, Now that I'm pushing 23. And I still can't tell the difference, between the right and the wrong thing. How did I get so f**ing good, At hurting everyone I love? Is that all I'll be remembered for? I'm tired of writing sad songs, But that's all that I have left. 'Cause it's the things that I reflect on, That make me who I am. It happened again, Restless in my sleep. You woke me from a dream, To say I'm not like my old man. And maybe that's what I'm so cared of, That I'll be no different. I'll bring someone in to this life, And leave a scar they won't forget. I ran my thumb over the faces in, My old cla** photo. We were so innocent back then, If only I had known. All those smiles staring back at me, Where the f** did they all go? What I would do for a clear conscience again, To swallow the lump that's in my throat. And the first time we drove past, Penfold State Forest, I felt the weight of another life, Leave my back finally. The scar they won’t forget.