Triphon - Solace lyrics

I want to understand How you can lock up all those feelings If you could understand My self destructive tendencies Things aren't always what they seem It's time we sit and reevaluate The time we just let go to waste These years I've wasted I just want them back because I won't see What could have been my brightest moments Will never be Now hear my cry Just give me solace If you could comprehend What it means to be alone Then you could understand Why I'll always be on my own So close that I can taste it Yet far away from you You'll never understand that I put my myself through hell for you Lights out This show's about to end now I feel so god damned run down Let's watch this city burn down It's only through the eyes of a believer That a saver of souls will redeem those That are the most unworthy I command your thoughts I command your soul For this small price…you shall live The hatred runs so deep that I cannot stand myself Now you can understand the Misery that I have felt Fools will judge on what they see but Things aren't always what they seem