(Verse) Lately I've been mentally occupied And my wallet is stuffed full of pictures, letters Keepsakes and memories so this is the first time And the last time I'll let myself f** up the person I want to be (Pre-Chorus) In my closet I've got skeletons that I hide I hope I haven't left one outside So please believe me when I tell you that my life s**s more than you could ever ever bet But I'm not sorry anymore for my mistakes Because I've grown up and now I'm here to say: (Chorus) I'm not growing older, I'm just getting stronger Even if I have to carry the weight of the world on my wobbly knees I am holding on and if the weight is too heavy I am moving on, away from this (Bridge) I'll take the longest way to run away from home And I know that I'm not sorry anymore (Verse 2) So mirror mirror on the wall, tell me what I am searching for Cos iive lost a part of myself thousand miles away from me How many times I've thought about this I terribly miss the old me I'll follow the only light that will never goes out Just to find myself (Pre-Chorus) In my closet I've got skeletons that I hide I hope I haven't left one outside So please believe me when I tell you that my life s**s more than you could ever ever bet But I'm not sorry anymore for my mistakes Because I've grown up and now I'm here to say: (Chorus) I'm not growing older, I'm just getting stronger Even if I have to carry the weight of the world on my wobbly knees I am holding on and if the weight is too heavy I am moving on, away from this (Bridge) So this is the first time and the last time I'll let myself f** up the person I want to be