Trauma - Edge Of Vegetation lyrics

Hanged between illusion and reality I'm searching the dimension of freedom Only my breath reminds me that I'm alive In convulse of enslaved bird In simultaneous dance I've lost my own part of life But I'm not dead But I'm not dead yet!!! Day by day I'm still searching the truth The truth - my only salvation My day - I'm a part of morbid race For... nothing? Night - in embrace of dreams Still balancing on the edge of... Vegetation, life, existence... In daily struggle I'm still learning I'm discovering this hidden way To the truth?... or to nowhere? In vision without colors I can see only more shades of greyness Searching Waiting Breathing