Trauma - As Never Before lyrics

I'm quietly waiting For long awaited d**h No sisters of mercy Nor f**ing priest Could give me a moment Of silence and peace Could give me a moment Of relief All these hypocrites Morons with Juda's face No-one understands How long they'll stay So profoundly certain They are right With every morphine breath I can see more and more Positive points of Long awaited d**h Happiness of ending existence And immortality as punishment Many years, many moments I was waiting My exhausted body Personal fragments of life Emotionally dead and alive As never before... and free