Trauma - An Act Of Providence lyrics

I can see d**h in me - Paranoia The Fractal of life I am trying to defend myself Against the whirl of destination Against the whirl of domination escaping from pain into pain again Never ending A constant revision of imperfection Like a verdict - Frustration Like a verdict - Depression Awaiting for the final act An act of providence I can see d**h in me - Paranoia The Fractal of life I am trying to defend myself Against the whirl of destination Against the whirl of domination Beyond time, in nonentity I am being punished By nonexistence in loneliness Pain - a friend Pain - a sickness I don't know something more different An act of providence Waiting for the final act Election of power To find own way To nowhere? Like a verdict - Frustration Like a verdict - Depression Awaiting for the final act An act of providence