Trash Boat - Love Without Needing lyrics

I wanna know what makes me Nature, nurture, all the things I've seen I am history Brand new parts to an old machine I wanna play without cheating I wanna love without needing But I just sit in my feelings Searching for meaning I wanna love without needing I love my pain It makes life so easy to explain Now you can't blame me For all the things I don't achieve Getting told I'm a wild one Getting old but I live young I put my life in a handgun fu*k a reason, I don't need one I wanna love without needing I wanna, I wanna, I wanna, I wanna know I wanna love without needing I wanna go where the wind takes me Family telling me I could be anything I can just be me But I'm just not that interesting I wanna play without cheating I wanna love without needing But I just sit in my feelings Searching for meaning I wanna love without needing I wanna, I wanna, I wanna, I wanna know I wanna love without needing I wanna understand the life I'm living What it is and what it isn't What to do with what I'm given What I could have done and didn't I don't trust a soul that tells me they have no regrets It's a lie and why deny the chance to learn from it? I wanna love without needing I wanna, I wanna, I wanna, I wanna know I wanna love without needing