transcenderarts - birthday lyrics

1V - TODAYS MY BIRTHDAY AND MY SOUL CAN FEEL THE LOAD I SHOULD BE HAPPY BUT THATS TOO FAR DOWN THE ROAD THERES A LITTLE BOY INSIDE ME WISHIN HE WAS FREE BUT IM WAY TOO OLD TO BACK DOWN AS IM CLIMBIN THIS TALL TREE 2V - WHEN I WAS 7 YEARS ON EARTH I LIVED IN FEAR OF jesus christ BY AGE 11 I BEAT THE FEAR AND PAID THE PRICE CAST NOW AS THE BLACK SHEEP I DIDNT KNOW JUST WHO I WAS I FELT ALONE AND LONELY BUT KNEW IT WASNT FROM ABOVE 3V - I HAD A FATHER BUT I DID NOT HAVE HIS LOVE ITS ALL I WANTED LIKE A COLD HAND WANTS A GLOVE IT MADE ME GROW UP FASTER THAN THE OTHER KIDS IN TOWN BUT WAY DEEP DOWN INSIDE ME I KNEW ID TURN THIS PAIN AROUND 4V - WHEN I GOT OLDER I HAD A LITTLE BOY OF MY OWN AND WHEN I HELD HIM IN MY ARMS I KNEW ID NEVER FEEL ALONE I SING HERE NO PRETENDING THAT MY LIFES A GOLDEN GLOW I WISH THIS HAD A HAPPY ENDING BUT NOW ITS TIME TO GO