I'm still holding on I'm still going strong I'm still going strong Look in the mirror , don't know what's wrong All along, was lost Hope I'll find my way And I ignored the cost Maybe I did lose my way Maybe I'm not okay I spoke to her in person, said all the dreams that I'm chasing She told me she loved me, this girl's just trying to play me I'm tired of fighting off looks from people, who don't believe in me or my ego I'm not tough enough and the stuff that I let off's not up to par It's getting harder to convince myself that art Is all about the heart, sh** it's tearing me apart Say where are you going I'm sorry for hoping That my dreams are pursuing sh** why are you still doubting And keep asking me of all things Where are you going Where are you going I'm not tryna be, what it is you want from me Imma be all that I need, and I will be myself I hope one day you see, what it is you've done to me Then you'll see I'm not weak, I just need to find myself You've got me to question myself My vision used to be clear as hell I'm perpetually perpetuating a procrastinating attitude And I blame you. .