​tpk - Never Fell Off lyrics

[Intro] A lot of people tell me... That I've fallen off... Well if you know me! Then I've never fallen off... [Verse 1] People told me that I was weak That'd I never be able to learn how to properly speak Well here I am, I'm rhyming on a song And I've been doing it what? several years long I can't fall off, even if I tried... And if I did so, I probably would have to die Take a gun and shoot myself in the head... Make my thoughts and my very existence dead You don't know what it means to live my life... My life is trife It ain't right, I have autism... I can't even listen, don't know how the f** I have risen... Through the ranks to become the best rapper alive I don't even know how the f** I try Cause I can't do so, cause I can't focus, can't spit the words yo... So what the f** can I even do, how the f** can I even make myself through? I don't know I guess you have to make it through for me Cause I don't know how the f** to even believe That everything is possible, therefore I achieve the impossible I don't even know how the f** to stop, of course I just do so... [Interlude 1] I can't fall off! Even if I tried! I can't fall off! Even if I tried! Yeah... [Verse 2] Put yourself in my shoes and pay dues You don't know what the f** I do I try to rap, cause I love all that Try to do other things like those games But it's just so strange... Can't even figure out what the f**'s going on in my brain So I try to understand, go to a psychologist, doesn't even give a damn Gave me a mental gift for autism and Abilify So I might as well die on the d** But then again, I took it off And now I'm a thug, ready to live Ready to give back to the community... At hand, so I don't even give a damn What the f** am I doing fam? I'm just rapping fast like I did before Because you know what the f** I got in store I got ability, feel me... You can't even k** me, what the f** do you got, bill me? I don't understand what the f**, can you k** me? No you can't, because you got the gun you shoot it at the heart But the heart always plays the part The brain is what functions everything... If you k** it, then you are king But you can't shoot for the head I practice and I can make them dead... In an instant, therefore I'm so persistent With this sh**, I have sk** I can do this sh** at will... And you motherf**er you can't pay your own bills [Interlude 2] Yeah, you want me to show you what I truly got? Yeah... You want me to show you what I truly got? [Verse 3] I hate when people fell off still get the part I don't even know how the f** I'm going to start... Oh yeah, let's see... At Narsh Because he doesn't even know how to have a heart He just writes tons of sh** Motherf**er, this ain't motherf**ing rich I wrote Babar reviews that are better than his Motherf** I am a little kid But I still know how to understand, how to do this sh** f** your f**s for not giving me a chance I'm just going to do my motherf**ing dance Until you recognize me... Oh wait you motherf**ing ignore me Because you burned your own eyes, you can't even see How the f** can you even believe? The truth is in front of you You don't know how the f** to pay dues You s** dick, you don't even know what the f** I do I write, I produce, I rap I do this sh** and all that I do it all myself so all the money is mine I said it before, you can't even find the time... To listen to my lyrics, what the f**? can you feel this? Can you understand how real it is? Motherf**er you don't understand how to do this... sh**; called rap... Motherf**er I ain't sing, this ain't an act I'm just doing this sh** like that Motherf**er I ain't even black Yet I'm still doing this sh**, no matter what... And I can't ever stop to f**ing front... Because I've never fallen off for sh** And I can't fall off because I exist So what the f** can I even do to even stop myself from persisting Because I need to stop resisting this sh** man My destiny is in front of me, I meant to be a rapper Not just a closeted h*mo fapper. I'm out