​tpk - Obsessions lyrics

[Intro] So many obsessions... So little time... People think they can read my mind... When in actuality, they can't read my mind... So what the f** do you know? What the f** do you know? [Verse 1] Ever since I was child I've been obsessive as sh** And even then as an adult I still can't let go of it I used to obsess on animated childrens shows The animations what I loved yo Combined with the sacrine plotlines Really messed with my mind... I wanted to ride every roller coaster around the world But as I grew up I found that dream to be completely absurd So now I'm drinking alcohol to k** the memory cells I don't know how the f** I'm going to tell Whether it's working or not... Whether or not I f**ing got a shot... Drink it up quick, and legit... Because I'm trying to figure out how to do this... Live life, as a whole... Because this obsession is taking it's toll... Unable to find a friend, unable to go into my mind and find zen... Because this sh** is stressing me out Now how the f** am I supposed to get out of my house And live a normal f**ing life I can't wait till they're able to splice my genetic DNA Able to live a f**ing life that's not completely f**ing gay And I'm able to say the words that I say No speech impediment like every day No obsession to control my life which way... [Chorus] Yeah, so little obsessions So little time Messing with my grind And messing with my rhymes [Verse 2] Don't you hate it when people accuse you of being obsessive About some guy when you don't have any f**ing obsession It's just creates the obsessions for you and you don't even have a f**ing clue About how deep you will f**ing go in order to get the conclusion that is foretold You don't want that conclusion, you want to change your destiny But like destiny, destiny has a path for you You can't change the past because the past is done You can't change the future cause it's not known son How the f** can you even figure... About this sh** when you can't even pull the trigger... What the f** are you? A coward a** fool? I'm not even that anymore, I'm trying to place the obsessions in the soul... I don't want to this sh**, I don't want to be f**ing obessive as sh** I just want to live a normal life, how many times do I have to repeat that right? Till you get it in your mind that I'm not a f**ing troll... I'm not going to do this sh** yo... I never wanted to do sh** yo... So why the f** you keep doing this? Why the f** you keep making me obsessive? I don't know... But I'm guessing you must hate me yo... And I'm out...