​tpk - End of the Tunnel (No Light) lyrics

[Hook] When you're born, you enter the tunnel You try to run for the light and... But it just gets further away, like every day There's no light, at the end of the tunnel And you have f**ing hope that you'll reach the light But destiny wants you to put up a fight You try and try and then you f**ing give up There's no light, at the end of the tunnel [Verse 1] Every day of my life, I'd wonder where I'd be... Without the autism that I have but I guess it seems... That I'm completely and utterly cursed, what the f**? Without luck, unable to earn a single buck I rerun tons of social situations in my head And many of them have me f**ed or completely dead Because I didn't say the right f**ing word Or make the right hand movements, it's completely absurd How much work, I have to put into this It's like a stageshow, except it's like real life b**h You f** up one time and the audience boos You don't get a second chance, so I f**ing boo hoo Into the f**ing pillow in my f**ing room Because I'm so sad and depressed I could take it and go boom With my god damn gun, but I don't even have one So what the f** can I even do; oh yeah, f**ing run [Hook] When you're born, you enter the tunnel You try to run for the light and... But it just gets further away, like every day There's no light, at the end of the tunnel And you have f**ing hope that you'll reach the light But destiny wants you to put up a fight You try and try and then you f**ing give up There's no light, at the end of the tunnel [Verse 2] I seem to include too many curse words in my songs I don't know why the f**, I can't get along... With the people... Maybe it's because I'm such a freak A fiend, unable to reach his god damn peak In this god damn rap game, it's such a complete shame When you can't represent your name, or where you came... From, so you better get some, lyrical structure all around Because the true hip-hop heads will leave f**ing town And blame you for the demise of hip-hop I don't know how the f** I can improve my props When I spent hours rocking on the mic, and I still got sh** I don't know how I can take this, and make it into some quick, a**... Improvements, in my god damn sk** Therefore I don't know how the f** I'm can keep it real I don't know which words rhyme with which, my rhyming dictionary is sh** Nonexistant is the proper word for it man [Hook] When you're born, you enter the tunnel You try to run for the light and... But it just gets further away, like every day There's no light, at the end of the tunnel And you have f**ing hope that you'll reach the light But destiny wants you to put up a fight You try and try and then you f**ing give up There's no light, at the end of the tunnel [Verse 3] I never ever wanted to be typecasted But the entire world, made me it's b**h Took my money away, made me f**ing pay For trying to be independent like everyday What the f** could I do, I have 13 years of lonliness Never interacted in my home, it seems That I'm f**ed up, destined to be nothing at all Therefore I've met my own, f**ing downfall Before it began, even if seek help at the regional center Even though they say, "never say never" To your god damn condition, you'll always be affiliated... With the autistic people for life And autism equals, stupid right? Well I tried to position high-functioning as the one they should use right But they never do, therefore we're abused Neglected, until we're going to be torn like shoes [Outro] In some ways, a news story is a lot like a photograph Something happens that touches a life, and that moment is frozen in time for all of us to see and to feel Whether a story of tragedy or of triumph, life goes on... And just like looking back at moments caught in a photograph I think we all wonder where that life; where the story goes