[Produced by Tory Lanez & Cyllistic] [Intro] It's painful you know the situation I am now telling my story is not easy to talk about it but i found a way which I can talk about it through the music [Verse 1] Feel me gun, feel me knife And me bullets to take the life from me Feel me d** to try and find all my memories of the night and day I often ask myself to run away I'm still ashamed that I ain't done it yet I'm still [?] from when they come my way Livin in the summer day [Bridge] Cause I'm a war child, war child Yeah There ain't no love for a war child Yeah [Hook] [?] Lay em down Pull the trigger (Bang) Pull me on the floor Bang me on the kitchen sink [?] Take me to your village and prepare me for the war [Verse 2] Every sin, every wall This is my fear now Momma dead, father cried Try to find a way to people that like me inside [Bridge 1] This is war, ain't no stoppin now Bodies on the floor, children on the bodies [?] Oh that must be me you must of got me in the eye [Bridge] Cause I'm a war child, war child Yeah There ain't no love for a war child Yeah [Hook] [?] Lay em down Pull the trigger (Bang) Pull me on the floor Bang me on the kitchen sink [?] Take me to your village and prepare me for the war [Outro] When you were a kid going through this stuff, you were going through it even as a child, did you loose hope and faith? A point where I lose I want to shoot myself You know, I co*k my gun and I put it on against head- -And how old were you- The time I did that I think I was 11 and a half and sometime I don't know what stopped me Something told me to die, Nigel, don't die because you are shooting yourself, and that's one of the situation you know that a part of the story I told you I was almost hitting my friend There was so many things happening in my head. When we were walking in the desert, with no water and I was so thirsty and I wanted to finish myself