Honestly, I'm embarrassed I've been so fu*king careless Hards in my fu*king ways You should not have to wait I've been so fu*king selfish Insecure ‘cause I'm jealous I want nobody with ya Still got my sneaky link ups I know I'm wrong for lying Guess these are my confession I know I lied so many times that I believed my answers I know I made you wait You shouldn't have to wait Used to beg me to stay You shouldn't have to stay You went and found an athlete Now I hate fu*kin' athletes I was too fu*kin' flashy I couldn't keep it classy You found somebody wealthy He gets more paper than me Honestly, I'm embarrassed fu*ked up, one way to Paris ‘Cause when it gets like this, I need distance I'm on a twelve-hour flight with just my feelings It can get like this in an instant Soon as I get to thinkin' that ni**a done fu*ked you like I did Like he su*ked you like I did Does he touch you like I did? Like I did Thinking I fu*ked you like I did Like he su*ked you like I did Does he touch you like I did? Like I did I won't let it, sonny You don't owe me nothing to tell me whoever he is fu*k whoever he is fu*k whoever he is Depression, obsession is selfish So I'ma just drown in this summer depression to help it It really ain't helping, no, it ain't helping, no, it ain't helping, no This sh*t ain't healthy, this sh*t ain't healthy, this isn't healthy Booked you a flight to come out to me, you didn't take it That was the moment I realised we wouldn't make it Ego was hurt so I went to the port and I booked me a ticket Had to get missing, I had to get distant [Interude] It's in my stomach, this fu*kin' hurts, fu*k ‘Cause when it gets like this, I need distance I'm on a twelve-hour flight with just my feelings It can get like this in an instant Soon as I get to thinkin' that ni**a done fu*ked you like I did Like he su*ked you like I did Does he touch you like I did? Like I did Thinking I fu*ked you like I did Like he su*ked you like I did Does he touch you like I did? Like I did I won't let it, sonny You don't owe me nothing to tell me whoever he is fu*k whoever he is fu*k whoever he is