Tool - Push** lyrics

I will choke until I swallow... Choke this infant here before me. What is this but my reflection? Who am I to judge or strike you down? [Refrain] You're pushing and... shoving me, Pushing and... Shoving me, Pushing and... Shoving me, Pushing and... Shoving me! [Chorus] You still love me, you still love me.. Push** on me, Push** on me. [2x] Rest your trigger on my finger, bang my head upon the fault line. You better take care not to make me enter. 'cause if I do we both may disappear. [Refrain] [Chorus - 1x] Pushing it, shoving me, Pushing it, shoving me. Slipping back into the gap again. I'm alive when you're touching me, Alive when you're shoving me down. But I'd trade it all For just a little... Piece of mind! Push** on me! Push** on me! Push** on me! Push** on me! You're pushing... And shoving. I'm scrambling... To get my feet back on the ground. Put me somewhere I don't wanna be. Seeing someplace I don't wanna see. Never wanna see that place again. Saw that gap again today As you were begging me to stay. Managed to push myself away, And you, as well. If, when I say I may fade like a sigh if I stay, You minimize my movement anyway, I must persuade you another way. There's no love in fear. Staring down the hole again, Hands are on my back again, Survival is my only friend, Terrified of what may come. Remember I will always love you, If I blow your f**ing throat away. It will end no other way! It will end no other way!