Too Much Joy - I Don't Know lyrics

Wish I was black Wish I was gay Wish there was a reason That I felt this way I'm ahead of my time, but only by a week This is my happening, and it makes me freak What're all these people doing here? I don't know Why do they all look so weird? I don't know Why can't I love everyone? I don't know Does anyone care Is anyone there Just want to meet one Try to get excited But I just get scared Kiss me on the mouth Kiss me everywhere You call that a dog? No, I don't want some smoke I've never met the poor, but all my friends are broke What're all these people doing here? I don't know Why do they all look so weird? I don't know How much before it explodes? I don't know Does anyone care Is anyone there I just want to know