Too Close To Touch - Eiley lyrics

How can you say this was all part of your plan? Start explaining Crafted from hope and hospital beds, she's gone And honestly... You fed a dose of comatose to what I love most d**h is not a game with the ones I hold close She was mine, mine, you can't deny Three years is too quick to die Take me instead you only loved, I only consume I'm worthless to the world You're innocent and pure God, why didn't you choose me over her? Tell me she's listening as I search for signs of why I'm standing Left with this hole, that six feet of dirt can't fill So why don't you just look me in the eyes? Say it straight to my face? What type of man takes a girl from her place? She was mine, mine, you can't deny Three years is too quick to die Take me instead, you only loved, I only consume I'm worthless to the world You're innocent and pure God, why didn't you choose me over her? Take me instead, you only loved, I only consume I'm worthless to the world You're innocent and pure God, why didn't you choose me over her? So answer me, how am I supposed to deal with this? Why did she die, when I'm the one deserving it? And what the hell am I to tell my little sisters To ease their tears when they tell me that they miss her? And what about my mother and my father? They lost a child and deep inside they wither God, I'd do anything to ease the pain That ripped through the chest of my brothers that day She was mine, she was mine What did we do to make you take her from our lives? She was mine, she was mine Oh God, oh what did we do? Take me instead, you only loved, I only consume I'm worthless to the world You're innocent and pure God why didn't you choose me? Take me instead, you only loved, I only consume I'm worthless to the world You're innocent and pure God I question your judgment You're innocent and pure I'm worthless to the world Tell me why you picked me over her...